V. MEDITATION
AS Sicknes is the
greatest misery, so the
greatest misery of sicknes, is solitude; when the infectiousnes
of the disease deterrs them who should assist, from comming; even the Phisician
dares scarse come. Solitude is a torment which is not threatned
in hell it selfe. Meere vacuitie, the first Agent,
God,
the first instrument of God, Nature, will not admit;
Nothing
can be utterly emptie, but so neere a degree towards Vacuitie,
as Solitude, to bee but one, they love not. When I am dead, and
my body might infect, they have a remedy, they may bury me; but when I
am but sick, and might infect, they have no remedy, but their absence,
and my solitude. It is an excuse to them that are great,
and pretend, and yet are loth to come; it is an inhibition to
those
who would truly come, because they may be made instruments, and
pestiducts,
to the infection of others, by their comming. And it is an Outlawry,
an Excommunication upon the Patient, and seperats him
from
all offices not onely of Civilitie, but of working Charitie.
A long sicknesse will weary friends at last, but a pestilentiall
sicknes
averts them from the beginning. God himself would admit a figure
of Society, as there is a plurality of persons in God,
though
there bee but one God; and all his externall actions testifie a
love of Societie, and communion. In Heaven
there are Orders of Angels, and Armies of Martyrs,
and in that house, many
mansions; in Earth, Families, Cities, Churches, Colleges,
all plurall things; and lest either of these should not
be
company enough alone, there is an association of both, a Communion
of
Saints, which makes the Militant, and Triumphant Church,
one Parish; So that Christ, was not out of his Dioces,
when
hee was upon the Earth, nor out of his Temple, when he
was
in our flesh. God, who sawe that all that hee made, was
good, came
not so neer seeing a defect in any of his works, as when he saw
that it was not good, for man to bee alone, therefore hee
made
him a helper; and one that should helpe him so, as to
increase
the number, and give him her owne, and more societie.
Angels who do not propagate, nor multiply,
were made at the first
in an abundant number; and so were starres: But for the things of this
world, their blessing was, Encrease; for I think, I need
not
aske leave to think, that there is no Phenix; nothing
singular,
nothing alone: Men that inhere upon Nature only, are so far
from
thinking, that there is anything singular in this world, as
that
they will scarce thinke, that this world it selfe is singular,
but
that every Planet, and every Starre, is another world
like this; They finde reason to conceive, not onely a pluralitie
in every Species in the world, but a pluralitie of worlds; so
that
the abhorrers of Solitude, are not solitary; for God,
and Nature, and Reason concurre against
it. Now a man may counterfeyt
the Plague in a vowe, and mistake a Disease for
Religion;
by such a retiring, and recluding of himselfe from all men, as to doe
good
to no man, to converse with no man. God hath two Testaments,
two Wils; but this is a Scedule,
and not of his, a Codicill, and not of his, not in the body
of his Testaments,
but interlin'd, and postscrib'd by others, that the way
to
the Communion of Saints, should be by such a solitude,
as
excludes all doing of good here. That is a disease of the mind;
as the height of an infectious disease of the body, is solitude,
to be left alone: for this makes an infectious bed,
equall,
nay worse than a grave, that thogh in both I be equally alone,
in
my bed I know it, and feele it, and shall not in my grave:
and this too, that in my bedd, my soule is still in an infectious body,
and shall not in my grave bee so.
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