III. MEDITATION
WEE attribute but one
priviledge and advantage
to Mans body, above other moving creatures, that he is not as others,
groveling,
but of an erect, of an upright form, naturally built, and disposed to
the
contemplation of Heaven. Indeed it is a thankfull forme, and
recompences
that soule, which gives it, with carrying that soule so many
foot
higher, towards heaven. Other creatures look to the earth;
and even that is no unfit object, no unfit contemplation for Man;
for thither hee must come; but because, Man is not to stay
there,
as other creatures are, Man in his naturall forme, is carried
to
the contemplation of that place, which is his home, Heaven.
This
is Mans prerogative; but what state hath he in this dignitie?
A fever can fillip him downe, a fever can depose him; a fever can bring
that head, which yesterday caried a crown of gold, five foot
towards
a crown of glory, as low as his own foot, today. When God
came to breath into Man the breath of life, he found him flat
upon
the ground; when he comes to withdraw that breath from him againe, hee
prepares him to it, by laying him flat upon his bed. Scarse any prison
so close, that affords not the prisoner two, or three steps. The Anchorites
that barqu'd themselves up in hollowe trees, and immur'd themselves in
hollow walls; that perverse man, that barrell'd himselfe in a Tubb, all
could stand, or sit, and enjoy some change of posture. A sicke bed, is
a grave; and all that the patient saies there, is but a varying of his
owne Epitaph. Every nights bed is a Type of the grave:
At night wee tell our servants at what houre wee will rise; here we
cannot
tell our selves, at what day, what week, what moneth. Here the head
lies
as low as the foot; the Head of the people, as lowe as they,
whome
those feete trod upon; And that hande that signed Pardons, is too weake
to begge his owne, if he might have it for lifting up that hand:
Strange
fetters to the feete, strange Manacles to the hands, when the feete,
and
handes are bound so much the faster, by how much the coards are
slacker;
So much the lesse able to doe their Offices, by how much more the
Sinews
and Ligaments are the looser. In the Grave I may speak through
the
stones, in the voice of my friends, and in the accents of those wordes,
which their love may afford my memory; Here I am mine owne Ghost,
and rather affright my beholders, than instruct them; they conceive the
worst of me now, and yet feare worse; they give me for dead now, and
yet
wonder how I doe, when they wake at midnight, and aske how I doe to
morrow.
Miserable and, (though common to all) inhuman posture, where I
must
practise my lying in the grave, by lying still, and not
practise
my Resurrection, by rising any more.
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